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Crying and praying daily and feeling worse each day. So empty. Sad

She was the sister I never had and I was hers. We were friends since 1982. She moved into my house after her divorce 15 years ago. We did everything together. Now I am here in this big, lonely house alone. I need to take care of her affairs and then I don't know what I'll do. I don't want to live actually. Sad

It's been 1week since I lost my beloved friend Margaret. I feel like there is no reason to go on. Sad

I am overwhelmed by all your responses. I really didn't think anyone would reply. It feels good knowing someone somewhere who doesn't even know me is typing nice words and thinkings kind thoughts for me. I can't thank all you guys enough. It means so very much. Sad.

Thank you so much for your kind words. I really needed them. Sad

Today I cleared out some of my friend's clothes as we shared a house. Just seeing them made me want to scream. It was the one of the hardest things I've ever done. I've been through death before. My mom and dad died before I turned 21. I know all about it, how permanent it is. Sad

I just lost my best friend of all time. I can't even fathom life without her. We did everything together. I am so depressed and alone. I desperately need someone to talk to. Sad

Dear Cat_Lady, I am really sorry for your loss. That is something you never get over. Things will get better, but will never be the same. I have been living without my mom since I was 13. It's very difficult to say the least. From the sound of your post, it seems as if you may have just lost her recently. Think how fortunate you were to have her for as long as you did. You are not alone. There are plenty of us out here that know your pain and lonliness. By the way, I am a cat lady too and they are a blessing to have around. Take care of you. Sincerely, Sad