Im sorry you had to bear the grief of both sides; i can only imagine how hard it is to lose a loved one. Hugs. I know i should listen to my head but my heart says something else.
Just this evening i tried calling twice and she was in phone for over 30 minutes n rejected my calls. I sent her texts (simple ones) but nothing. I don't want to just turn off the switch and walk away, i feel id become the bad guy, but i feel her lack of consideration towards me is borferline insulting. Dunno not sure what to think of it. Today we had a nice talk and even saw her smile, but then a few hours later no response.
I feel hopeless but know i cant sit idly by, ur posts have taught me that. I went to the gym n then took a long walk before coming home.
Kayc, were ur friends any help? My friends say leave her n find a new one but its only been 2 weeks and I dont think it's fair for either of us if i just give up when it gets hard. Frustrating!!!!!