Marie Lee

Hope you are doing well Shirley

Everyone 

hugs.. Marie

All the occasions take on a lesser glow since our partners are gone... I have family and friends and they do they’re part to make the occasion special but it’s not the same. 

Never will be again ...

Hugs Kieron and everyone...

some how we keep going ...

Hi Gin....

I can feel your great love for Al...I am sure he is with you in spirit and beaming proudly at you.

Be kind to yourself... this life is hard and even harder for us who travel without our loves.

The only thing I can do that kind of helps me is to try to share love with others. We are all broken in some way and everyone needs love.

hugs! Marie

Wow! So very sorry MB.. no words to add just sending a hug to you 

I always say Thank God you specialize in messes because I am one ..

Thanks everyone- made it through with the help of loved ones that joked and reminisced along with me 

Today .....

Today ...🎶

That Kenny Chesney song runs through my mind ... 

i see your smile .. I see your face...

Still can’t believe you’re gone...

Today, June 12, 2018... Marks two years.

i am still numb.

My back and legs hurt to match my heart.

I still keep going - not quite as actively as I should maybe - dunno- don’t really care .. especially Today.

My mind will never be at complete peace about this. I still can not understand why I survived and he didn’t . To focus on the positive is all I can do to make any peace in my mind over it.

Another grandchild is on the way - due November...I wish these babies knew their funny grandpa.. I will try hard to make sure they know him.

Mason seems to have his silly bone lol!

Today... my world was turned upside down two years ago.. not sure it will ever be right side up.

Hugs to all.. I am sorry we are all part of this club.. but I am so glad you’re here and I am not alone ( even more) in my grief journey.

Sending love and remembering - everything...

just everything...

Hugs. Marie 

I love you all !

Marg , you always make me laugh!

Tom- By that definition.. I am most certainly FINE 🙂

Awesome Kay! How did your visit go?

Thank you - it is and I do believe he is watching over all of us .. thank you all God Bless..

Hi all.. it’s late here.. flying home tomorrow from seeing my new grand daughter... this is the first grandchild I welcome and embraced without Kev :-/.. she’s beautiful and all is well for mommy and baby ❤️

I had a place in the river for a few days during my visit .. watched the sunshine sparkle on the water and the cardinals in the yard..

Sunshine on my shoulders ... played in my mind .. thought of Kev... as I always do ..

New granddaughter has Grandpa Angel watching over her ... 

Hugs dear friends... sending blessings and love out to all.. Marie 

Reminds me of Lucy in Charlie Brown... he had the fear of everything.. five cents please ...

Oh Karen ... how your heart must hurt about your three yr old beautiful girl... it’s a void that never fills ... sending out so much love to all...

Scrapbooking can be emotional but it’s good therapy for me... I see , the beautiful life we created ... lovely songs run through my head like remember when and sweet life ...even silly songs and sayings from my late husbands funny bone :-) and the precious memories he left me ...

thinking of you all... Marie

me too Lainey.

I have been scrapbooking.. started today on my daughters'...  oh how I wish he were here to share my pages with... no one else will quite care as much...ever...

thinking of you all today and sending hugs...

Beautiful song Darrel to pair with lovely memories... 

The book of life is brief 

How true - Glad to hear from you ...

Music is definitely one way to bring back a memory... send us back to a moment ... like the song Trisha Yearwood sang.. The ding remembers welll...

Hugs from Marie 

Thank you Janka ... Faith does help.

Yes, loneliness.. seems to be a constant companion ..hugs

Tried doing yard work a little bit today ... ended up so overwhelmed with the 100,000 details ++++ trying to sort out all of the stuff in my messy garage ...

Did get a couple of things done...

wondering when the emotions will become more manageable and not so overwhelming...

Thought about you all... I know y’all get it..

Hugs

Trying to think happy thoughts ......

Yes - hand raises- it’s 1:47 am.. struggling to sleep here... not much else to add...

I love you all....sorry we are all on this journey ...but I am glad I met you all..

Sorry about your sis Kay ...

Love reading about all of your traditions, memories and the small tokens to celebrate love.

We made it through another Holiday- hugs!

Thanks Kay... I guess the biggest lesson for me may be remembering the value of relationships.

hugs

Hi Kay - Thank you :-)

I do have a great counselor.. his specialty is insight counseling and he has been wonderful in regards to grief and other “ stuff” I am working through..

I can’t even imagine what your sister has been going through... so sorry she and your son have had those experiences..

sometimes I just feel as if maybe we are all in some sort of journey with a lesson to learn...

i dunno - thank y’all for your support!!

xo- Marie 

Aah the wonderful beauty of love and sharing sandwiches ... high fives.. and inside..silly jokes.. all the wonderful ...wonderful things that enriched our lives... love the mental pic that brings Gwen..thanks for sharing your traditions.

Big Hug Gwen.. and sending a pinky swear  to you girl to girl.. just because.. won't do the high five.. so a pinky swear will have to do. 

I wish I could make all our pain go away.. 

Kev always like Reubens =)

Good evening all.. 

It has been a while since I have been on here.. but I think of Kev every day.. as you all know. Feb 12 will mark the 20th month since I lost him on that tragic day. I am doing fairly well at piecing some sort of a life together.. still processing much. I am amazed at the correlation of my body and my mind when it comes to healing.. and my emotions as well.

I have started acupuncture for my nerve damage as a result of the accident. I had my first one today.. and it was an odd sensation.. I am hopeful it will be beneficial. I have also started PT for my neck area. That has been the biggest correlation of my mind and my emotions from the accident. So much has come back to me emotionally speaking. Allowing myself to process and take the time to process... has been very helpful to me. I am still attending therapy.. as I am one to talk out problems.. and not everyone wants or needs my emotional dumping.. lol

Today I was visiting a friend and he said something about the five steps of grieving.. he was trying to be helpful.. but I didn't receive it well.. lol.

I went to a website to chat and play a word game.. someone posted this song.. The first time ever I saw your face.. and of course.. more emotions today. Why does it take losing someone to realize how much you loved them? Even more than you knew... when you had them... for me anyways..

I am still trying to process the fact I lived and he didn't. I don't know how to feel about it. I know no one does.. I know that.. but I have to find  a way to have some measure of peace w/ it. 

So..here I am again.. stopping by to say Hello.. and i wonder how you all are doing... Please take care. Hugs/ Marie

HI everyone.. Yes, the Holidays are once again.. coming up too quickly. I have no motivation to roast a turkey. It was Kev's fave thing I made. He is not here to rave about it.. I won't get to see his eyes light up... he isn't here to carve it. I think I need a new tradition. I have been sick this week and have not gone to the store. I can't even say I want to- lol.. 

Everything everyone says and posts says it all... I love y'all... may we all get through these days the best we can. 

Just dropping in to say HI.. and yes, I am still here.. and no, I am not feeling any Holiday Spirit...

Sigh.. Big Hug.. let me go get something done. 

Aaaah Cookie Indeed ..I feel like a stranger even in my own land I think....

I don’t  have any words to add ... just dropped in to say hi and show my love and support..

Yes - Another Holiday season is here...

Love to all.

Marie Lee