Metal - I’m so Sorry about your loss. Yeah it’s very similar to mine, I read through your thread. The only slight difference is I wasn’t expecting Lauren’s death, it wasn’t cancer (I don’t think), she wasn’t sick. It was out of nowhere, which makes it so much harder to understand. We have her ashes, but still the death certificate says “pending” for cause of death. It’s been a month today, and today was really hard for me. They said it could take up to 6 weeks for the autopsy to be completed fully, but considering we already have her ashes they’ve obviously done all the tests they can do. I don’t know what kind of closure it would bring, but I just want to know why my best friend was taken from me when she was only 33 years old. Her birthday next month will be a rough moment to get through. I appreciate you commenting. I hope the best for you too, man. It’s just not fair....