Lisa, I lost my 2 1/2 yr. old daughter 3 months ago. Life will not be the same again. Men do grieve different than women do. My husband and I have grieved differently. Have you heard of compassionate friends? It is a support group that meets once a month for parents that have lost a child. That has helped me alot. If you have a close friend or pastor that you can talk too about your loss. When you are ready to move her things then move them. It took me 2 months before I moved her crib out of the living room back into the bedroom. I still have her carseat in the van. This is a hard journey . Someone reminded me I can do this, no it isn't easy but you can make it thru. To help get my anger out, I went and rearranged some rocks in this field near my house. Just my two cents, Toni