Daddy's Girl Posted May 3, 2006 Report Share Posted May 3, 2006 Hi everyone,I have been on this post before, not long after my father died. It really helped to talk and share with others who felt similiar to the way I felt. I lost my father in December 2005. It was a very hard time for me especially since I was Daddy's Girl. Before my dad got sick and before he died, my husband and I were trying to get pregnant. Then after he died I decieded I wasn't ready and we stopped trying for a while. Well in the past two months or so I wanted to try again. I found that I couldn't pass a baby or even baby clothes in the store without stopping and looking. So, my husband and I started trying again and low and behold this month we got pregnant. I am almost 6 weeks along. I was doing okay, and believing that it was the right time for us to start our family. Isn't the saying "when one life ends another begins?" However, last night was really hard. For some reason I just started sobbing while I was trying to fall asleep, I was missing my dad really bad. I starting thinking about funny times and the expressions on his face and I relaized my child is never going to see those things. I just keep thinking I was doing so good, I hadn't cried or felt sad in about a month. I know that for me the pregnancy hormones have played a small role in my emotional roller coaster the past couple days, but I am not sure how to not feel so sad. I want to be a mom more than anything in the world, but now I can't help but wonder was it too soon? Any thoughts on the subject would be great. Anyone else experience the same or similiar situations? Anything would help. Dayna Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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