It's been

[Ztyu123]

It's been a lifetime too long since I've held you in my arms. Since I haven't cried, since I could make sense out of what little I've had and that I was. It's been a lifetime too long ago that I could distinguish and reattach the parts . Now I've let them scatter everywhere.  I hide in dark corners trying to be unreachable to man. To me. 
I feel nothing but everything.
There's a longing and a hole that will never be filled again.

No one 
Understand

I don't have any thing to live again. 
I wrote out my letter...
To end things.
Please be there waiting for me.
I don't care where,
I'll be with you again
Wherever or wherever
U are now.
Please.