Novi Posted January 24, 2023 Report Share Posted January 24, 2023 . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Novi Posted January 25, 2023 Author Report Share Posted January 25, 2023 Every year I want to talk about this and everytime I end up feeling stupid for doing so. I just have no one to talk to about it. I wish this forum was more active, no one here seems to share any of the same losses I do, or if they do they just leave after a day or two of posting. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted February 2, 2023 Report Share Posted February 2, 2023 I know. I'm here, I didn't see this as it's at the bottom way below the other sections. I'm sorry. I always am here early am and read the posts, I apologize I missed this one. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Novi Posted February 12, 2023 Author Report Share Posted February 12, 2023 On 2/2/2023 at 3:25 AM, kayc said: I know. I'm here, I didn't see this as it's at the bottom way below the other sections. I'm sorry. I always am here early am and read the posts, I apologize I missed this one. It's not your fault or your responsibility. After a quarter century I should be okay but I just never dealt with it I guess. I just have no one to discuss it with. I don't have a lot of people in my life (No spouse, no kids, no parents, very few friends) and I work nights so I'm always alone. There was a thread here, I think it's gone now, that was titled something like "being alone sucks" and I clicked on it hoping to participate but finding out I didn't fit there at all. It upset me, and January is a bad month. I can't blame this site for my own psychological issues. I need to speak to a counselor but I just can't afford one. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and fix things. I'm sure we all feel that way. I'm just glad I survived another January. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted February 13, 2023 Report Share Posted February 13, 2023 Sometimes counselors base on income, might consider it, she paid $25/month for weekly sessions, through CAFA. Also can see if your insurance covers one and get an in network one through them. Most of your posts have been about/to your animal, not reaching out for help, we can try to help if you voice it. (((hugs))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Novi Posted February 25, 2023 Author Report Share Posted February 25, 2023 Hi @kaycsorry for not responding sooner, I got very sick last week. It was the sickest I've ever been in my life actually. I felt bad because for 2 days I could hardly take care of myself, never mind my pets. Nile missed a full day's worth of medication because of it. I was unable to even get out of bed. I'm on the mend now at least, and Nile is still doing fine. I'm pretty sure my work covers psychiatry/psychology. Because I don't have a family doctor (I haven't had one since 2020) it could be a struggle to find one now so I can get a referral. It might be easier to seek help over the phone. I'm ok now, I only really feel intense during the month of January. There's a lot of pent up anger and emotions that come out that month. The only family I have that I could talk to is impossible to talk to. I know I've mentioned my brother before. He has this unrealistic expectation of others - he seems to think people should deal with things exactly like he does because how he copes is obviously the correct way. It's so frustrating. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted February 25, 2023 Report Share Posted February 25, 2023 Forget going, send your brother! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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