Jennie Harrison Posted March 20, 2008 Report Share Posted March 20, 2008 Hallo everybody!First of all I would like to thank all people on this site, since this helped me alot through my griefing. I live in The Netherlands so it was really cool that just a simple website could help better then anything "live" here.Its been so hard lately... its almost like I am getting numb, don't feel anymore!The last 2 years (2006 + 2007 ) was probably the most horrible years in my 23 year old life. I lost so many people and I even almost died myself in a car accident which I am still suffering from.People around me are always trying to support, which I got really angry with before since they all have parents and perfect lives. But the good thing is that I am not angry anymore.... the only thing is the missing part. Sometimes I feel that EVERYTHING is happening to me, but I realized that.... that way of thinking is not gonna lead me anywhere....I feel that I have been taken a big step, I am accepting! It is how it is! It sucks! But the only thing you can actually do is to put one foot infront of the other. I am not angry anymore... It sounds very very stupid, but now I almost feel lucky somehow..., I will be there 100 % for my friends if it happens to them, I have grown... But I do still cry, I miss my dear father, wish he could see me growing up to a real adult, getting kids and bla bla but hey thats how it is. I am lucky, because I had a wonderfull father, not many people have that, and I still have the best mother in the world alive.This got very long, just needed to get it out!Thanks to you all! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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