melina Posted September 27, 2010 Report Share Posted September 27, 2010 A colleague of mine from work came over and asked me when I was coming back. She's been trying to get me out of the house and doing things, but I usually decline. She's been married as long as I have, but still has a live, healthy husband. I feel sad just being with her because of this. Most of the people at work are happily married. In the lunch room there is always talk about home and weekends and husbands or wives. I don't know how I'm going to cope. I have to go back sometime, but how can I deal with this? After she left I've felt miserable. I walked the dog in the woods and sobbed. There is still so much of the day left. I just want it to be night so I can sleep. I feel so cursed. I know that there are millions of people out there who have lost loved ones, but I didn't want to be among them. Melina Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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