Guest Guest_Shubom_* Posted March 9, 2006 Report Share Posted March 9, 2006 It's been 2 months since my mom passed. I took a road trip and have been out of town for about a week. I didn't want to go at first, but was talked into it. I didn't want to leave home because I kept thinking my mom wouldn't know where I'd be. Well, it was hard at first, every city I visited, every hotel I check in at, before I went to sleep, I want to pick up the phone and call my mom and let her know that I made it safely. But then I realize she's not there to call. No one is, both my parents are gone. Made me cry myself to sleep every night. It's been about a week and it's gotten better. It's refreshing being away and visiting new towns. But now it's almost time for me to return back home to my old life, and I'm so afraid. I don't know if I want to go back. What if all the crazy feelings and emotions come rushing back to me at the same time, and I can't control it?! What will I do?! I hate my old life, I hate my mom not being there ! Has anyone been in this situation where you've taken a trip to get away? What happened when you returned? Did the feelings come back, etc? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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