I'm so glad, my words have encouraged you!!! it really makes me smile! I really hope and pray things are going good for you!!! and if you need to talk...anytime!!! please send me a message!!! i may not be good at giving advice!! but i can sit and cry with you! sometimes in the healing process...thats the best thing to do.....sit and talk about your loved one you lost....and just cry!! or laugh....either way...its keeping those memories fresh!!!