Bell, I am very sorry for your loss and I know exactly what you re going through! I lost my Mom on Jan.23, 2010 and I know what you mean when you say the one person that loved you unconditonally, the one who would give thier life for you, the one that was always there is no longer there. Well he is actually there. He is with you everday and everywhere you go. He is on your memories, your heart, and you probably have pictures of him around your home. He is with you in spirit. The only thing that is missing is his shell (body) that he occupied while he was alive. Without a body you cant see a person. This is where its hard for us. He could be standing beside you consouling you and you dont see him. The body that you hugged and kissed is gone, but the heart, spirit and the inside of that person is still with you! Never listen to anyone who tells you that you should be over him by now. Tell them to mind their own and go about their day as you go about yours. I still cry about Mom and memories make me cry too because I know that I cant make more memories. I know how you feel. Drop the negative people in your life and keep the good ones! God Bless you and keep going hour by hour, day by day! You will get there when you are ready!