My beautuful Tiger Posted January 14 Report Share Posted January 14 They say time heals...im not sure i truly believe that. It has been 1 year to date since you passed away. Winter is the same and I felt peacful visiting you today..I hate you being outside in the cold..I hate that I cant hold you..just..one more time. Sometimes I feel you was a test for me and I cant help wonder if im failing and if it was all for nothing....my heart hurts and have never felt or can compare anything to this heartbreak...like nothing can break me the way this has broken me...I pause sometimes when i open the door and in that moment my heart fills with hope that you will be there always looking at me through the glass. I always hoped you would outlive me. That I would be the one that would go first. Selfishly i wanted that so i always thought that i wouldnt then need to deal with this loss...but then now im living it..im kind of relieved that it was me who held you in your last moments and no one else. I think about how scared you must have felt...I blamed myself for not remembering every detail...Tiger...I miss you more than i can ever put into words....I miss everything we had..our bond...our cuddles...I love you Tiger..honestly forever. Xxxx 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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