Gail_R Posted October 5, 2007 Report Share Posted October 5, 2007 Well we are at another weekend. Sometimes I cann't believe that I have made another week without Bruce but I have. This is one of those weekends where it is going to be very hard to get throw. We are celebrating Thinkgiving in Canada. As always this is another first without Bruce. I told my kids that I just cann't hold Thanksginving this year it is to hard without him. So our daughter said that she would. She has called everyone and asked them to bring something for supper(smart girl we raised)God I HATE these first without Bruce. WHY WHY is it so hard to do things like this? I'm just sitting here typing and crying and feeling sorry for myself and in my heart I know that the kids are having a hard time with this but I am just not much help to then thses day's. Why is it you can have some good days and bam the littles thing will have you in tears? When or if ever will I feel like me again I know that it is only 8 months since he is gone but sometimes it feels like a life time ago that he was here with us. My daughter said something to me the other day that she cann't remebeer what her dads voice sounded like, so I said to her close your eyes and listen to your younger brother speech and you will here dadsvoice look at your olldest brother and we will see your dads built as he is built just like him and lastly look into the mirror and you will see dad as you look just like him and that made her feel better. So with that said I guess that we are all having a hrad time with this. Well we will get through Thanksgiving hard as it is but I will get through this. Thanks for being there for me. Gail Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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