DebFromLodi Posted May 11, 2008 Report Share Posted May 11, 2008 I have really had a hard time again lately. It has only been 3 months since i lost my mom and today is especially hard for me. i feel so empty and lonely inside. i don't want to bother my family with this, they are going through their own hell today. i keep looking for a sign from her but there is nothing there. just emptiness all around me. cold and dark. then i wonder again what happens when you die. do you go straight to Heaven or do you "sleep" till Christ comes and raised the dead? i believe that if my mom is in Heaven right now, she would definately send me a sign of sorts because she could see how much i am missing her. but there are no signs for me, not now not ever and i am so sad. so i am guessing she is just sleeping right now. i really need help to get through this day without my mom.. my first Mother's Day without my mom. I love you so much Mom. Please give me a sign today, please. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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