lizz Posted August 17, 2010 Report Share Posted August 17, 2010 My partner and husband for 30 years died suddenly of a heart attack on July 21. I was at the gym teaching my yoga class unaware that he was in an ambulance headed for the ER. The first few weeks were surreal. I felt detached from myself and the world around me. This week as the calls diminish and the friends and family return to their own lives the pain is setting in. I picked up his death certificates yesterday and it hurt so bad I thought I too would surely have a heart attack. My mind keeps going back to the weekend before his death. We went to see the new movie with Leo Dicaprio called "Inception". It was a bizzare movie about dreaming. I'm now in something worse than than the scariest bad dream and I'm falling and falling. I'm waiting for the "the kick" that will snap me out of it and wake me up. Wake up feeling normal and my main squeeze coming home to dinner at the end of the day... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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