Perkins808 Posted September 20, 2010 Report Share Posted September 20, 2010 On the way home from the grocery store I was talking to my daughter in the car when I burst into tears. She asked me what I was thinking about....I told her that I can't imagine my life without Jeff. I HAVE been living without him for the last two months, but I still can not IMAGINE life without him! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cheryl Posted September 21, 2010 Report Share Posted September 21, 2010 I understand exactly how you feel. It was unimaginable to me that he could be gone so permanently from my life on earth. I think it is why I wanted to die for so long. It was just too hard to picture myself without him. I thought there were times when I was really going crazy because I could not get my brain to wrap around the idea, even though I knew it was true. Even after a year I struggle understanding who I am supposed to be now and what I am supposed to do with my life. When life feels a little like it used to before he died, I often get a jolt of reality and burst into tears. It's like I forgot for a whole hour that he was dead and then it comes blasting back. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deb625 Posted September 21, 2010 Report Share Posted September 21, 2010 Hi Cheryl, I'm sure we can all relate. My car seems to still be a catalyst to tears and great fits of bawling my eyes out. I'm lucky I haven't been in an accident and I greatly regret buying a Nissan Cube i.e. it's an odd looking vehicle that people stare at and nothing like bawling your eyes out having stranges peer into your car... Take care, Deb Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Queeniemary Posted September 21, 2010 Report Share Posted September 21, 2010 I too understand exactly how you feel. I lost Mike on January 13th, and logically I know he is gone, but there are times it just still overwhelmes me, and I cannot comprehend that he will never be here again. It is just so hard to imagine the future without him in it, but that is the road I am on, and none of us really have a choice. It is just so hard sometimes. Mary (Queeniemary) in Arkansas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sunstreet Posted September 21, 2010 Report Share Posted September 21, 2010 I am so sorry. There is no easy way through this journey. I hope you feel us all bearing down with you as you continue on this journey. Blessings, Carol Ann Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Korina Posted September 26, 2010 Report Share Posted September 26, 2010 I often still sit there, not really believing Scott is truly dead. And that is after a year and 3 months. Korina Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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