nanasbaby Posted January 9, 2011 Report Share Posted January 9, 2011 Its been two weeks since my mother passed away. Now I hate Sundays, Thursdays and most everything. Last Thursday was one week since the funeral and I woke up then began shaking and crying....Each day I have an episode of crying. I go into the bathroom which I have deemed my "cry room." Im at my parents house right now, and it doesnt feel the same. It is too quiet. I miss my mother so much. Whenever I would come over she would tell me to sit down because Im always running around with my own kids. Even though I cant do hair to save my life she would always compliment my girls hair. I loved to hug and kiss her every five minutes. I know I was a pest and she would tell me so. I cant believe she is gone. Part of me feels like Im taking it too easy. Ive gone back to my routine. Getting the kids to school. Working. Right now I have this great need to get out and enjoy life. I dont know why. At the same time, I dont want to be bothered with anyone. I feel disappointed in the people I called friends. I know its wrong, but I see that so many people that work with my sister went really went all out and sent fruitbaskets, cooked food for the family etc. The people I called friends made excuses. The weather. They didnt know when the service was blah blah blah My boss that I have worked with for two years didnt even send a card. he did an on air "dedication"Call me crazy but at a time like this that people should be willing to go the extram mile..I found out exactly how much I mean to these so called friends. Now everyone has gone back to calling me up simply to listen to their problems. Once they are done blabbing, I get:"so how are you..how is the family.." GRRRRRRRRRR, Thank you all for letting me vent..can anyone relate ??? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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