melina Posted January 12, 2011 Report Share Posted January 12, 2011 I'm generally not doing too bad. Today, however, has unexpectedly turned out to be one of those "aftershock" days. It came out of nowhere. There are no anniversaries, firsts, nothing really. Maybe it was a song I heard, a tv show I watched (though how Star Trek can provoke grief, I'm not sure), but really, I can't pinpoint it. I've been sewing a kind of memorial quilt from African coffee bags (his favorite coffee - fair trade beans) and was embroidering his name on the back earlier today. That could be it. Suddenly I just started remembering some of our camping trips with the kids when they were little, and I've been crying ever since. Coming up on 6 months soon, so I hope this is just a passing thing. I can't stand the thought of daily sobbing again. I just feel very very much alone. Melina Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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