brnagn53 Posted March 29, 2015 Report Share Posted March 29, 2015 I don't understand why this past week was so much harder than the week before. It seemed that everything was a trigger for me. There was no where that I went that something didn't remind me of Kermit. I tried going into a superstore to buy an outfit for Easter. Very bad idea. I had to wait for a cart then the closer I got to the women's department the more anxious I got. By the time I got to the department I felt like everything was closing in around me. I left the cart and practically ran out of the store. I had felt so vulnerable without Kermit. He had always helped me pick out my clothes. The week kind of went downhill from there. I am just starting to feel calmer and not so stressed. Especially social events are really hard right now. I don't have my best friend beside me anymore. I have tried to feel His presence but am not really able to. I do crawl up into papa God's lap often and I feel calmer when I do.My little four legged child Sammy does his best to comfort mommy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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