Maylissa Posted February 2, 2006 Report Share Posted February 2, 2006 (edited) Today marks yet another year without my beloved Sabin. It is hard to believe it's been 6 years already since he had to leave us, leave me. Although it doesn't feel quite like yesterday anymore, it still doesn't seem like anywhere near as long as 6 years. How can that possibly BE?! How could I have lived as long as 6 years without my Precious Bud?! Doesn't my heart say it's only been a couple?....I asked him last week to PLEASE send me another sign that he was still okay, still around. He sent me his number...."13"....about 5 times that same day!.... then he sent me another cat ( strangely, grey, like his sister ), startling me with his YOWoooLL! on the other side of the garage door, and again, and again....sounding so much like my Boo-Boo ( not the easiest thing, with the probable Siamese he had in his blood...so LOOUUUUUUD!!! ) Yowling at me until I opened the door ( had to, just to make absolutely sure it wasn't a complete miracle, and my Bud had come back to me somehow! Yes, my heart still holds out hope ), and then still more yowling, looking back at me, until he reached the end of the driveway and finally stopped, then crossed the street, heading to the grasses across the way, where me and my guy had always romped, hunted, climbed trees - 'til Mom would have a 'heart-attack' because he was up so high, hanging right over the river, and Dad would have to help him get down, the little Foolski!...could always go up, but not necessarily down! And, of course, playing our absolute favourite game - HIDE & SEEK, in the tall grasses...crouching down flat, until Mom snuck up close by, then making a wild dash out, to run over her feet, taunting her..."Ha! You can't catch ME!....YOW!"...tripping her up ( wild fun! ) so she'd stumble, laughing so hard, from the belly, from the depths, a return to innocent childhood....pure SOUL happiness!!!! A little cock of the head, and Mom would just KNOW that he was plotting another 'attack'! Then a race homeward...."Sabin wins AGAIN! You beat me!!" Memories...so many...but never too many... and not enough. My Boo-Boo...I always said, "NO one 'gets' me like YOU do...NO one plays with me like YOU do...we're the SAME...we're ONE, you and I." And so it is. But there's no more Hide & Seek, no more innocent childhood...not since you had to leave. Oh my God, Boo-Boo....you're my Boo-Boo...always were, always will be. I miss you so....still, always do. My Boo-Boo, my Boo-Boo, my Love. Edited February 2, 2006 by Maylissa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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