I just don't understand what other people must be thinking. I don't want to be here alone, but no one calls, and the emails I had last week where people said were going to stop by - no one ever did. I know it's the holidays and people are busy, but I'm not thinking about them. I will end up here with my dog on Christmas - that will push me over the edge if I'm not there already I do have friends coming for the weekend next weekend, but they live a far distance, so I can't just go to their house and stay or vice versa. What are they thinking? Why would they think anyone would want to be alone after what happened? Mel