Mark died 10 months ago in a motorcycle accident. I have cried, screamed, slept, cleaned, organized, walked, read every grief book, journaled, joined a support group, talked to therapists, gardened, ect.. I'm feeling better than the first few months but still so very sad and lonely. I'm tired of people telling me how good I'm doing. I'm not!! What do I do now? How do I find happpiness again? I miss being a wife, I don't think I can survive this agony. Cheryl