DebbieGD

Thank you sooo very much it is getting late but I would love to come back tomorrow. I'd love to hear from you as well.

I watched the video with the husband and wife ,I've done several things already they had said. I'm sorry but I've been on a couple of sites and when I found you and you responded so quickly my heart just broke bc someone really cares you don't seem frivious to me. Im a good person I donate every year to saint Jude's the little I can and we'll me and buttercup I always told her let's go send the kids some money this Xmas. You see she's all I had, she was my life she understood me, I'd wave c'mon and she'd come running, she loved hiking and walking, and she got her snack every night before bed and if I'd lay down before getting it shed sat right beside me head held high and stare at me ok Buttercup mom get you your munchie. She was like a little person she knew me inside out. I won't bother no more tonight as it is late. Thank you all for being here. GN

Thank you for being here for me I'm tears are streaming down my face right now I miss her so much

My heart hurts, I cry constantly, I miss her so much, like lexilou said I too talk to her all the time, like she is there, I know she is here with me, she has to be right? She had diabetes and I had to have her put to sleep, I feel guilty bc the vet said we could do this but if it doesn't work we could try something else, but I didn't want to put her through that, I seen it with 2 of my friends dogs and they suffered so much on the medicines she had been getting sick but the vets always said she was fine. If only theyed had done blood work on her, I may have saved her. I don't have alot of money but if I'd have known, I feel so guilty. I loved her with all my heart. We were never apart. Out of the 13 yrs we were away from each other all of 7 days and that was not 7 days straight. I miss her so much .I buried her and after 7 days I couldn't stand her being there so I had her cremated. I sleep with her urn at night I carry it with me in my purse, im so broken, yesterday I went to where I had buried her and took her urn and sat it on her grave and told her why I had done that as I've been feeling at odds as did I do the right thing by burying her and then cremating her she is with me isn't she, I'm so hurt, ive lost her and I don't know what to do.

Thank you for the video, I just lost my dog of 13 1/2 yrs. and she was my world. I am so lost, I relate to so much of this video.

I am so sorry for your loss, I know your pain, I'm going through the same thing, I feel like I don't want to go on. And I don't yet I know I have to, I have never felt so alone. I lost my baby last month and people will say it will get better but for me it doesn't,it hasn't. Like you I cry all the day long, and like you I scream, because my world has been ripped from me, she was my everything, I wish I could tell you something to help but I can't bc I'm exactly where you are, I can only be here, that I will try. I need the answers too.

I lost my dog of 13 1/2 years, she was the love of my life she gave meaning to the meaningless life I have lived. I lost so much in my life and thought nothing could ever hurt me again, my Dog Buttercup proved me wrong. You see Me and my baby dog lived in my car for about 10 yrs. I am not a dirty person just a bad hand dealt in my life, my dog made everything seem ok, I thought if I can't make a friend, bc when you live in your car you meet some pretty shady characters, don't get me wrong so many people are down on they're luck but I prefer being alone. The minute I walked through the pound she claimed me. Oh she was a mess had a bruised eye, a small limp and her feet smelled something terrible a few days later I thought oh my what have I gotten myself into, but I had already fell in love with her. On her 3 mo. check up which was $300 he gave her a shot said she had allergies. The smell was gone for 10 days and it came back 8 mo. in our car and finally I figured out what to do morning and night treatment and 3 days later it was gone, but I could never have parted with her stinky or not. She was my soul mate and we had so much fun she was the best friend and love I could ever have. There is so much to tell you all about her. She was a little short blonde wire hair terrier with a white mohawk on her head I named her Buttercup and the mohawk was her stem. She loved everybody, and we'd go shopping into the stores she had a bag I carried her in. There's so much I want to share, can I do that, just this little I've typed seems to ease the pain but I know it's coming back. I have panic attacks, I cry everyday. My heart is broken. I'm crying now after reading what I just wrote, I miss you baby so much....

Is there anyone there? I lost my dog of 13 1/2 yrs. She was my life I'm so sad and lonely I don't know what to do