themermaidgoddess Posted September 19, 2019 Report Share Posted September 19, 2019 My Ex and I dated for almost a year (well the day before our one year). Nearing the last three months his Dad got diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer, this hit me so hard cause his Dad used to call me his second daughter. He told me he was so excited for us to get married and would always tell me "hey beautiful" when he saw me. A couple weeks ago I went up to his college (3 hours away) for my birthday and he was just so out of it. He didn't pay much attention to me and he just kept paying mind to his friends, I got so mad. When he came down he never saw me and I'd get a little upset. He broke up with me once and we said we were going to work it out. Then when I called him he kept putting me on hold and he said it wouldn't work out again. I was so upset! how could he do that, I was heartbroken and so confused. His Dad is currently unresponsive right now so it's soon. I wanted to stick through this through thick and thin. I wanted to do it so bad. I begged and prayed to god that he'd seen he screwed up and get me back quickly. I think what I didn't realize is that I was so insensitive, his world is crumbling and I think he's so depressed that he can't physically feel love right now. What I didn't realize until now is that I've been so selfish, these forums opened my eyes to what he's experiencing. We were both childish through this and I hope and pray some day that we come back together again. Cause I really miss my best friend. And I realized I f****d up. I saw so many posts of people that said that they just couldn't do love for a while. I am not going to wait for him. But I think we both need to grieve our loss. (There's other details but I really don't want to get into those) 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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