LarrysGirl Posted June 17, 2006 Report Share Posted June 17, 2006 I know that seven months, is not a year, but today marks seven months since Larry died. I've spent most of the day by myself remembering him and not one single phone call has asked or even noticed that this day was hard. I wanted to share something to see what the rest of you may offer for help with this. Larry was told he was dying by the doctors when he was alone but we did not know this. He couldn't bring himself to tell us and he was gone in a matter of days. We found out after his death that he had been told. We weren't expecting this, much less so suddenly. My heart aches that the doctors told him this while he was by himself, and he knew our dreams and lives together were going to be over. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. What was he feeling, was he suffering with heartbreak like I am now, knowing he was going to leave us? Was he scared? I can't stand those thoughts and his face haunts me every nite. I wake up all night long remembering those last few days. I still can't come to terms with this. I want to be with him. I don't want a life without him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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