MTNSIDE Posted June 28, 2020 Report Share Posted June 28, 2020 My older brother and I mostly communicated w texts. It started getting harder for him to breathe. He was in last stage of COPD emphysema. The day after he passed away, my phone broke ;(. I’ll never be able to read our many talks again. They tried hard to repair my phone. I never had a phone break!!! It picked now?!! Well, It just happened again. Yesterday, all the conversations I had with a site that has helped me and encouraged me for 2 years, were accidentally erased by me. I would go back and read some of the conversations when I was lonely or having suicidal thoughts. Which is often... Or to read a prayer they would write for me at end of every chat. It was a major lifeline I severely needed and couldn’t have been erased from me at a worse time. I cried and am still upset. I think the worst part of it is the validation I feel again that things are not going to get better, only worse. Too much is broken, and I’m tired of living with the fear of what is next!!! 😕 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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