Ztyu123 Posted October 1, 2021 Report Share Posted October 1, 2021 It's been 42 days. I use to micromanage the count. I don't know if I am counting up to meet you Or if I am really counting down to my ultimate breakdown and destruction.. All day I try to shy away from the light to think of you All evening I sit in our darkened room and think of you All night I sit in our darkened room in the silence and think of you. All I know is staring at walls now Staring at walls in empty rooms in an empty house that isn't home anymore. I barely eat, but I haven't eaten in 3 days, haven't had any water, I haven't brushed my teeth even though they're probably ridden with gingivitis, I still smell, I still haven't bathed, haven't done my hair, haven't done anything but cry and stare at walls. You are my everything. I lost it all. I lost life. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted October 2, 2021 Report Share Posted October 2, 2021 Sometimes all there is is but to sit with our pain. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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