suzanne Posted September 30, 2007 Report Share Posted September 30, 2007 It is such a sad night tonight for me. Tomorrow is one month that my Dad died and Tuesday will b 7 months for my husband. Sometimes I feel stronger but it is just not tonight. So many memories, so many lost hopes and dreams. Will life ever seem normal again? I guess I am just taking those steps backwards. I know I'll get through it but is so hard and so agonizing.SuzannePS - William take your medicine, Wendy needs us right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karenb Posted September 30, 2007 Report Share Posted September 30, 2007 Hi Suzanne We sure know about these "sad' nights, don't we? One month, 7 months, such a short amount of time. I don't think life will ever be what we've called "normal" as we've known before. It's just getting used to this forward and backward, and you're right we do get through it. I'm sorry you're sad tonight. Those memories are just something....so beautiful....so sad. Sometimes, I play music I know will make me sad...isn't that just dumb, but I do it anyway! Thank God, we know tomorrow is another day and we just keep hangin' there. I hope your evening gets a little more peaceful. William, take your meds....and pray for Wendy's strength.Your friend, Karen Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
suzanne Posted September 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted September 30, 2007 Thank you Karen for your reply. I too listen to music that I know will make me sad but I'm already there anyway. Sometimes it just makes for a good release to let it out. Makes my blood pressure go down. So I really don't think it's dumb. A good cry is refreshing, at times sort of cleansing. And yes tomorrow is another day. I will take it aand do the best as I can.Suzanne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corinne Posted September 30, 2007 Report Share Posted September 30, 2007 Suzanne,I am sorry you are feeling sad tonight. I will pray for peace for you! You are in my thoughts and prayers.Hugs & prayers,Corinne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
suzanne Posted September 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted September 30, 2007 Thank you Corinne. Let's all keep Wendy and her mother in our prayers tonight as well.Like Derek said once, I wish I could find some way to reach heaven. Maybe then we could understand WHY?Suzanne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted October 1, 2007 Report Share Posted October 1, 2007 Suzanne,I had a few times this week of immense sorrow, how I long to reach for heaven for the glory it has, I know it seems like forever, I am almost at 7 months also and have not found myself. Wendy is in my prayers,Huggs,William Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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