Stallyn Posted April 5, 2008 Report Share Posted April 5, 2008 Its been some time I posted,I have been trying to avoid talking about my loss anymore, but a reality hit me this morning when I found myself crying and thinking of Myrna, which woke me up. I come to realize, it doesn't get better but remains dormant, I see the signs of pain, my body aches all the time, I am lethargic almost every day and I can't enjoy myself and get out to socialize, I fear change, always had. I am tired of running and living every day as if nothing happened and within myself I know it did. Life is not pleasant anymore, I wonder how long I am going to live and living like this. My self esteem suffers, my heart aches. and not a thing to do about it. Where is God? I dont feel him, has he denied me the joy of life? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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