kath Posted October 9, 2008 Report Share Posted October 9, 2008 I'm sick and feeling sorry for myself. I miss not having anyone take care of me. What would have been my 22nd wedding anniversary is also coming up at the end of this month. So, that has been on my mind a lot...just one more shattered dream. I thought I'd watch our wedding video and have a good cry. I did. Then the kids wondered why they never get to see it. (They have, but weren't interested because they weren't in it.) So, I settled us all on the bed in front of our 3" screen with a box of tissues. (I no longer have a VHS player on the TV, had to drag out the car player.)The kids lost it, and not because their dad looked so handsome. My glasses in 1986 were as big as my face and they couldn't contain their laughter. So, we watched every home movie we have. Seeing their dad didn't bring tears of sorrow, but rather they got to see someone that was really active in their lives. I hope some day I can be as "childlike" as my kids and see what I've had instead of what I've lost. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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