Alison Posted June 23, 2010 Report Share Posted June 23, 2010 I have read a few of postings on this board and my heart and sympathy is with everyone who is in the eye of the storm right now. I find myself here to rather unprepared and looking around and wondering "What do I do now?" I lost my mother 2 months after my wedding in March on May 21st 2 months to the day I said goodbye to her in the airport. my somewhat secure world shattered into several pieces I have faith only God will put back together when I get through this. I have taken the isolation and seclusion path communing with her at her house and secretly crying in the bathroom away from my small nephews and family. I find myself in just about every and any stage of grief there is in my day but what makes it worse is that I am seperated from my husband back in the states and I am in Canada. My paperwork was in process and Us Customs wouldnt let me back through because of red tape. My hope is be with him by Christmas when I will need him the most. I know how debilitating grief is when it gets you and shakes you so violently you can't breath or when it sneaks up on you doing the most mundane thing. Even in my stuboorness, and pride I know this is too big for me and I need help and support. So I reach out hoping there is someone on the other end. "You can't heal a wound by saying its not there" Jer 6:14 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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