twinsmom Posted October 13, 2010 Report Share Posted October 13, 2010 Hi Everyone, It's been six months since I lost my mom unexpectedly. I just want to know when does it start getting easier? When will I stop crying at the drop of a hat? When will every blond haired woman I see give me that fleeting moment that it's her? When will I stop thinking to myself "Oh, I'll call mom and tell her", just to feel the pain all over? I feel a huge void in my life, I feel so alone. My husband is my weakest supporter, no empathy at all. The day after her funeral it was business as usual and I was expected to be good to go. I know everyone on here has experienced the same type of loss that I have, but I feel like I'm so sad and no one sees it, or they don't care. I have 4 great kids and truthfully they are the reason I stay strong, but during the day I find myself on this site because I feel it's the only place people understand what I'm going through. I have a ton of friends, but truthfully they all have their moms and I think it makes them uncomfortable to talk about because it puts them in my shoes, and they don't want to be there. Sorry to vent, I don't know if anyone has the answer. Christine Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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