Babypod Posted July 6, 2011 Report Share Posted July 6, 2011 Now that we live 1400 miles away from Grandma's home and grave - there are moments where my mind doesn't remember she is gone. I miss her so much and just want to go to her house and grave and visit. Well, got home with the kids and had a few minutes to spare and the thought, "I think I will call Grandma and tell her how much fun the kids had." I even dialed the number. Reality hit right before the "The number you have dialed is no longer in service." Miss you Grandma. Wish I could have taken you to the park with the kids today. Wish I could eat lunch with you one more time. You are the most beautiful person I will ever meet. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Nicholas Posted July 6, 2011 Report Share Posted July 6, 2011 Babypod, every time I make a good (book) sale or sell a book my son found for me, I just long to tell him, but instead talk to emptiness. Nicholas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
drock Posted July 6, 2011 Report Share Posted July 6, 2011 Yea, whenever I have a student that does something funny I would come up after the lesson and tell my mom about it. Now I come up to a deafening quietness. It's going to really hurt when I have something serious that I need to discuss with someone. She was my mom, best friend and therapist wrapped up in one. So yes I also have those times when I forget but because this is new for me I imagine I'll have alot more as time goes by. I'm always telling my mom about things that happen to me in the day but I also wish I could just hear a response one more time! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BellaRosa Posted July 6, 2011 Report Share Posted July 6, 2011 I still have many moments throughout the day where I think to myself that I should call my mom and tell her (fill in the blank). It's almost like living in two worlds at once, because I realize as I'm thinking it that she's no longer here and I can't call her. It's a very unsettling feeling to think both things at once. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eren Posted July 7, 2011 Report Share Posted July 7, 2011 I got some good news yesterday and the first thing I did was reach for the phone to tell my mom. I hate not being able to share the good and bad parts of my day with her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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