Guest Guest_Barb_* Posted January 24, 2006 Report Share Posted January 24, 2006 HI:I have always ben retty good at out running grief for the most part. I have been through a lot of loss. I have lst 2 brothers, a baby, 3 grandparents, firends...my best pet friend. And I have always been able to fairly quickly move beyond the grief. It is always there below the surface but it stays out of my way for the most part. Usually I can just dismiss it and go on.But tonight I found out that my Grandmother has colon cancer and we don't know yet if it has progressed beyond the colon. I am shattered. The grief will not be pushed down this time and it angers me.I hate the grief and I hate the emotion. It is deep and it is isolating. It is grief for loved ones lost to death and it is grief for broken relationships. It is overwhelming and it is unwelcomed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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