Hi,
This is my first post. Ive been struggling with my grief and found out about this site on the net...So here I am in hope that I can be told something, anything that will help me!
On the 25th of July 2010, I lost my boyfriend (25 years old) of 3 years in a car accident. We saw each other every day, travelled together and were so in love! We were due to get engaged in December...In that same car, was his brother, who was like my brother, our friend and my boyfriend's 30 year old uncle...
The worst part is that he called me at 4:30 am and his accident happened at 5:10 am... I didnt get to say all that i wanted to say. I really cant believe he is gone. At the funeral we saw their coffin for only 5 mins and woman arent allowed at the cemetary either. I really cant get over this guilt. I feel like god took him away because of me... and I also CANNOT believe he is gone. I cry everyday...1.5 months later and wake up crying...
