shubom Posted March 21, 2006 Report Share Posted March 21, 2006 I miss my mom so much. I don't know what's going on. Last night was a strange night. I'm not even sure what I was dreaming about, but everytime I woke up, I saw something that reminded me of my mom. On one side of the room is a big closet, and in front of the closet are clothes stacked on top of each other and the kids toys. Every time I woke up facing that direction, I could have sworn I saw my mom's favorite red couch holding up all the clothes and toys. I kept thinking to myself that I didn't remember my aunt having red couches in here. I was half sleep, half dreaming I guess, so then I'd just go back to sleep. This happened many times throughout the night. The tv was on, and other people were sleeping in the room too. But I was a little afraid to get up and really look, so I just fell back to sleep. Later I woke up facing the other direction. This time, I stared at the edge of my pillow, and swore I saw my mom's fingers and finger nails with red nail polish, like they appeared at her funeral. It was at the edge of my pillow. I couldn't believe it, so I woke completely up and got a closer look. It turned out to be red flower decorations on the pillow. I was so hurt, that I threw the pillow down and just cried. I miss her so much. I just can't believe she's gone. The next morning I woke up, and got a good look at the clothes and toys. I noticed there were stacked on top of brown boxes. Why in the world would I think there were red couches in there?! I don't know. Maybe subconsciously my mind is trying to deal with my mom's death. And I was in and out of the dream state. I don't know. Has anyone experienced something like that?! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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