walter/Erica Posted October 10, 2007 Report Share Posted October 10, 2007 I feel so physically tired and drained today. Really battling to get through the afternoon. The last time I felt like this, my therapist said it was related to the depression phase of the grief cycle that I have been thru a few times. Its quite debiliating esp at work. Dont have energy to focus on any task , let alone complete tasks. I am just praying for strength to complete the day. I am feeling ambivalent about a date that I have with a girlfriend for coffee after work, but I have been pushing her away, so I need to see her today. Then straight home and into bed!so aware that many of you are also in pain , and at the 7-8 month mark. I pray that God will have mercy on each one, help us on teh way and be a Father to each one of usTake CareErica x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corinne Posted October 10, 2007 Report Share Posted October 10, 2007 Erica,I know that tired, drained feeling too well. I think you should go and have coffee with your friend, you may feel better.Hugs & prayers,Corinne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lorikelly Posted October 10, 2007 Report Share Posted October 10, 2007 I would get like that. i had no energy but i was still so anxious. i felt like i had to be doing something but not sure what. then i went throught months of not sleeping. it was awful i would want to sleep to escape the pain but then couldn't fall asleep. i wish none of us ever had to feel like this. i will pray for a better day for you. lori Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WendyJ Posted October 10, 2007 Report Share Posted October 10, 2007 Erica I too know how you feel, sometimes I get by, then like 2 nights ago I cried my eyes out and literally felt like I did in the beginning and then last night I was better and today just feel very tired and drained. It really is like being on a roller coaster ride like someone had said. I really could still cry 24 hrs a day but I try to keep myself pre-occupied. I do know alot of my problems start when I look at Steve's pictures and see that wonderful, handsome face and then I lose it.I refuse to take down his pictures but it hurts so much to look at him, it is almost like I swear he is looking back at me ! Love,Wendy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
suzanne Posted October 11, 2007 Report Share Posted October 11, 2007 It is so tiring. I have not slept no more than 4 hours at one time since before March. I too refuse to take the pictures down as well. I don't have as many hanging up now and I've rearranged them. It used to get to me but now it is like a warm blanket to walk into every night. It's as though as I can stil see the love in his eyes that I felt everyday. Such a safe place. I'm just coming out of another ride on that roller coaster.I pray that God will help each of us.Suzanne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WendyJ Posted October 11, 2007 Report Share Posted October 11, 2007 Make sure you are strapped in good Suzanne as I am told it is one heck of a ride. Word of warning though, I am in the car in front of you and I have motion sickness ! Love,Wendy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
suzanne Posted October 11, 2007 Report Share Posted October 11, 2007 Oh my WendyA most dangerous spot in front of me. But we will hang on and strap in. It is a bumpy ride. You have motion sickness and I have night blindness.Suzanne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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