mfarah Posted March 25, 2008 Report Share Posted March 25, 2008 My best friend just found out about 15 minutes ago she will be leaving tomorrow morning to go to Alaska her husband is stationed there she will be gone until August. I have known her since I was 2 years old and we have been best friends since, she has always been there for me through every obstacle in my life. Her husband left for Alaska on November 5, 2007 and then my husband passed away on November 22, 2007 and after that her husband found out he was getting deployed to Iraq he thought it would be within weeks so he rushed her out to Alaska so she left on December 18, 2007. We always knew she would have to leave to Alaska when her husband got stationed there and I asked Jack what am I supposed to do when she leaves my husband said "don’t worry you will still have me" which made me a little reassured. Shortly after that he left the world then my best friend left to Alaska and then when my mom went back home to California I was left alone. I use to cry so much to my best friend she decided to come back until they were placed into permanent housing so she came back on January 24 and now their housing is available and the military just informed her she will be leaving tomorrow morning with no further notice less than 24 hours. My husband was always my left arm and my best friend was my right arm and now I have lost both of them. I feel so lonely in this world it seems like everybody close to me always leave first my parents left me when they moved to California then my husband and now my best friend. I really don’t know how much more I can take of this. I know this is so selfish of me to feel this way because my best friend is going through so much she is going to be with her husband but only until August then he will be deployed to Iraq and they have 2 beautiful children together and I know she is so scared. For now she is so happy about going to see her husband and I can’t blame her I wish I can go see my husband too and I really want to be happy for her but I don’t know how. I am just so tired it seems every time I get somewhat adjusted to the way my life is something changes and I don’t deal well with change. I just wish things can be the way they used to be when I had my husband and my best friend life was so perfect then. Tonight I have to go and say bye to her I just am not ready too. Marlene Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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