Midnight Posted April 3, 2008 Report Share Posted April 3, 2008 I have no one to talk to right now...I feel so alone and today I am having the worst day of my life since dad died. It has been six weeks since I got the phone call, if I want to see dad alive - get to the hospital.My head hurts so bad, and I cant concentrate, cant remember anything -I have had a constant headache for a week, the last two days I have been trying to eat, and all I do is throw up. I am suppossed to be getting a little better not worse.I feel like I am going crazy - honest - I have never felt like this in my whole life.I am seeing my doctor in a few hours and I am scared to let him know this or see me like this...I punched a wall yesterday because I was so mad, and I am still so angry. - not sure why - no reason for it.I try and try not to constantly think of dad and his last days, but my mind will not let me - no matter what I am thinking - my mind goes back to dad - I dont want to always think of him the way he was - I keep thinking of the good times, but that is not helping.I know talking to my doctor will help, but I cant expect him to help me through this, I am hoping that he can give me some meds to help me calm down until I can work through my grief.Anyway, just wanted to reach out to my only support - and that is people on this site. I so want this pain to go away...right now...I feel so out of control that I am scared - Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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