marsha Posted October 25, 2008 Report Share Posted October 25, 2008 Hi all - my name is marsha - i lost my husband on July 1. The man was never sick in his life, then he was diagnosed with billiary duct cancer in early March, and it was all downhill from there. It happened so fast, my head was spinning - I couldn't keep up with it. He fought fiercely, and so did I, but it was G-d's will. After going through his journey, now I'm going through mine. But actually, I'm still going through his, because he's in my thoughts, oh - about every two minutes or so! There's times I feel like this is now my life - with a constant undercurrent of sorrow, and this huge void. We started a business together 8 years ago, and I'm thankful for that, because it takes up a lot of my time. But I feel like I'm teetering at the edge of an abyss, that dark place that causes anxiety, panic, loss, whatever. Thank you all for listening - Marsha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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