melina Posted August 10, 2010 Report Share Posted August 10, 2010 Every morning when I wake up, it takes me a couple of minutes, and it all hits me. He's not here, he'll never be here again. We have to do the funeral/memorial on Friday and I don't know how I'm going to manage. I can't even think straight. I have my four kids here, but three of them will be going back to school in a month. The youngest still hasn't found out what he wants to do and will be at home. Plus there is our dog. I should be glad there will be a son and a dog here with me, but really, I don't know how I'm going to take care of them. All I want to do is fill my body with sleeping pills, lay in bed and sleep. And forget. The pain just seems to get worse with each day. Why? When will it lessen enough for me to cope? I can't even walk to the mailbox. Melina Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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