sunstreet Posted September 20, 2010 Report Share Posted September 20, 2010 I am having a hard day. I am finally able to let myself get the boxes of Melissa's things out and begin the task of deciding what to keep, if to keep. I thought I was ready for this but perhaps I am not. I now feel totally overwhelmed and wish I had never started this task today. I never expected to smell Melissa in those boxes of stuff. Oh how it took me back to the moment of discovering her dead and holding her in my arms waiting for the ambulance to come and praying they would tell me she was not dead. It is hard to see all of our life together when the end our life together was so tragic. I think it best I put all Melissa's belongings back in the boxes and try again another day. Oh how I mourn for her so.... Blessings, Carol Ann Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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