MZM Posted October 17, 2010 Report Share Posted October 17, 2010 I wake up every morning with this sinking feeling. I never knew this until the accident. I used to be so happy, a normal 28 year old with her soulmate who she had the rest of her life to spend with...or so i naively thought:( My mother actually wrote this to me in seeing how negative and sad I have become. I try and have a happy day, and then I choke up when I face a memory. Then theres the entire day filled with missing him and loneliness...dont know how to face these memories anymore. Cant even sleep in my own bedroom... From my mom to me: (and im sure you all have loved one wishing the same for you): Here below is all my wishes for you: I wish I could wipe away your tears for ever and mend that broken heart but I know that it's not possible to do that, I wish that I could put back the smile on your face but I know that only you can do that and at least I have hope, I wish that I could bring back your innocence but bringing it back also means that you will forever be sheltered, not prepared to deal with life's knocks and blows, I wish that I could promise you that things will get better and that you will be okay but then I would be a lying, I wish that someday you will meet someone whos even a bit like Zubeir but I know that no one can take his place and nobody should, I wish that I could have my carefree baby back but I know that this takes time and no matter how long it takes, will wait patiently for that day, But most importantly as your mother I wish that I could take your pain and carry your heavy cross, which is weighing you down so much, but unfortunately it's your cross to bear and try as I may, I cannot take it away, What I can promise though is that I will be there for you at all times, not only as your mother but also as your friend, Know that I will always love you and I thank God for giving me the honour of being your mother. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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