sunstreet Posted December 22, 2010 Report Share Posted December 22, 2010 Well, I am happy to say that I am not in nearly the same level of pain as earlier. It is hard for me to have physical pain of any kind, it takes me back to when the pain was from the abuse and violence I was raised in. I miss Melissa, so much right now. I don't know if it is the same for any of you, but it is at times of ill health, when I miss Melissa the most. I am scheduled for a root canal on January 4, and not looking forward to it at all. I have a wonderful dentist though, and understands how it triggers me to past trauma's, and takes as many breaks as I need. I wanted to tell you all about it, because it will help me to know that others know and I'll feel less alone with it. In a way it has been a blessing that this abscess came along because I have been able to be off from work and I have done a lot of healing with this time. I have put my worry about my financial woes on the back burner, for, I have not control anyhow. I just have to trust that God will see me through as He always has. Thanks for listening and for your support. Blessings and Courage, Carol Ann Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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