Devoted_0506 Posted October 19, 2005 Report Share Posted October 19, 2005 I feel like I'm loosing my mind. I'm having panick attacts and I'm really on edge and angry. My Dad and I where not close. As a matter of fact...he was very abusive to me and my siblings. I have faith in Jesus Christ and I know that before he died he asked Jesus to come into his heart. This gives me much comfort knowing that I'll one day see him again but in a different light. My emotions are running wild. I just started back to work today. I had a week off after I found out. I couldn't go to the funeral because he lived so far away. My brother was able to go though. I simply couldn't afford it and now I feel very guilty because of this. I'm scared all the time and I don't understand why. I'm seeing a councellor and an shrink. I deal with depression already but this death has brought a whole bunch of stuff I wasn't expecting. I feel like running away...or curling up in a bawl and hiding.Any pointers?God BlessConnie Bale Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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