Doris Ann Posted March 18, 2014 Report Share Posted March 18, 2014 When my mom said I feel a lump back in January 2010. My world stopped!!! What? Why? Not her!!! I knew in my heart what it could be. I had hope that it was nothing. But, I was wrong!! My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer at 69 years old. Wow!!! No one had that type of cancer. I held her hand as she got her chemo treatments. It was the hardest thing I had ever done. We both cried together and prayed she would ok. But, life made another wrong turn and she was diagnosed with liver cancer and chemo was not working anymore in February 2011. She was sent home on hospice. Throughout her journey I never left her side. When her time came I was home alone and I was struck by a wind that went right thru me and her scent lingered on all day. At that moment. I knew she was gone. I didn't go see her at home where she passed. I wanted to remember her happy and dancing. As time goes by I regret that decision because our circle is not complete. It's been two years and I feel like I let her down when she needed me at her final moment. I don't know what to do. Other than to ask for support. My heart is hurting. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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