Karen2424 Posted October 5, 2014 Report Share Posted October 5, 2014 I have been having lots of different feelings. I hate taking a shower because I always end up crying. I get angry when I am thinking of my dad and my kids run in being loud and so I yell at them to stop and get really mad. I feel like all I have is my thoughts. Last night I started thinking of how I needs someone in my life to take care of me, like a boyfriend/husband. I have been w/o a partner for about 4 years. I live with just my 3 kids and have enjoyed not having to take care of a man too. My relationship with my 2 youngest kids father was not healthy and made me not want to be with someone. Now I think I am ready to get back in the relationship game. My kids dad does not see them either and I think not that my dad has passed I really want them to have male role model. Today is a beautiful day. Just the same as last Sunday when my dad passed. I will be going over to my parents house with my kids today just like every past Sunday. It will be really hard without my dad there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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