I lost my husband of over 55 years on May 2nd. I am trying to forget that tomorrow is father day. Know I can't but wish I could. Lost our only son 3 years ago, so this year I will have no male at father's day. I am dreading even waking up in the morning tomorrow. So many events, Sept is birthday, Dec our anniversary and then also the holidays. Barely made it on those days after losing our son, and this year don't know how I will get through them.. Lots of here I know are going with so much the same feelings.